it's been a really long time, like a year, since i've posted anything that i consider kinda deep...actually this isn't real deep it's just  more like really long and contemplative, i guess.

anyways, some of you may find this really boring, it might interest others of you.  if you find it boring, then skip it.  it's pretty much just a journal entry about what i've learned in the past year.  my hand writing's pretty terrible and there's some grammar issue (and i'm a senior dangit), so hopefully you'll still be able to read it.

told you it was long.

Currently Listening II By Maylene & The Sons of Disaster Darkest of Kin see related

wow, it's been a while.

life is crazy right now.

crazy as in crazy awesome.  God's so good, and i feel like i'm actually opening my eyes to that.

SENIOR YEAR is so close to over. 

may 4th is my cure for senioritis.

and then i'm looking forward to a great summer.

and then JBU.

i'm finally really excited for JBU.  it just dawned on me the other day that I can be excited for college now since I (indecisive male) actually chose a college now.  and i can be excited for a major....once i choose it...but i think i'm finally figuring that out too, since SOTO (which I'm so glad a went too) i've kind of been reconsidering a major i've shut out for a while...

now on a completely different note, i got my macbook and final cut express since my last post, so here's a short film that i used kind of as a test for the gun effects and stuff of the software.  we didn't have too much time to throw this together, and it's not a comedy (even though you're going to laugh at the acting), so set your expectations low for this and maybe you'll think it's ok (i'm not sure if i would recommend living by that piece of advice though). 

remember this is a test, this is only a test:

 well, i sent in my app for timberake.

this will be in my possession soon:

and so will this:

these two will make an awesome team, like batman and robin...until of course robin got mad at batman and punched him and then became nightwing, but that's a different story.